This past week I was asked to speak to a group of people living in my town about my journey in using a particular line of products that have assisted me in living a healthier lifestyle. I was not surprised by this offer nor did I hesitate in saying, “YES.” I have been wanting this to happen for over 4 years.
I noticed after agreeing to speak to these people who are on the same path as me, wanting to achieve true health. That my mind started to tell me I was not good enough to speak to these people. That if they knew the truth about me and my journey to a healthier lifestyle I would be known as a fraud. I am the person who has never been consistent in my use of the products. That I am up and down in my mind and in my weight. I train then I get injured then I stop and then I start again.
I am consistently inconsistent.
As the time got closer to the day I was to speak, I got sick. Yes… a severe cold/flu happened to me this week. The aches and pain, the runny nose, the cough and of course the wicked headache that wouldn’t go away. Wonderful, I thought to myself, this is my reason for not showing up to this event. I won’t have to tell them about myself… I am sick and it’s not a lie. Just as quick as I thought of calling the whole thing off… it was time for me to read. The habit that we Master Key people have developed, that won’t let us go. And there is was people… “Difficulties, inharmonies and obstacles indicate that we are either refusing to give out what we no longer need, or refusing to accept what we require.” 15-3 MK
I was inharmonious with what I wanted and what I was willing to do to get what I wanted.
Why couldn’t I just tell the audience my truth? I am unique!
“I am rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, I am valuable.” Og page 69 of the Greatest Salesman in the World.
And so feeling sick I popped a Tylenol Cold and Flu the evening I was to speak to 50 plus people that included doctors, health care professionals, fitness professionals and people doing their best to be their best. I stood at the front of the room and spoke my truth, from my heart. It wasn’t that hard and it felt really good. Before I knew it, it was over and I knew that I made a difference for the people listening to me. I made an even bigger difference in myself. Growth!
“Growth is attained through an exchange of the old for the new, of the good for the better; it is a conditional or reciprocal action, for each of us is a complete thought entity and this completeness makes it possible for us to receive only as we give.” 15-4 MK
I was able to throw away my old ideas of who I thought I should be for who I really am. To show my unique self with all of my faults; that I am consistently inconsistent and I have still progressed and made a difference in my life and the life of others. I didn’t give up and my health has improved 100%. That I am proud of myself! I gave more and I got more!
Out with the old in with the new.
P.S. below is a copy of the FB post I made the next day
I have so many reasons to smile. It felt great to be back speaking to friends and business associates about the power of nutritional cleansing. Thank you Susan Field , Glen Field, Maura Joy Lustig , Dr. Jeff Lustig for believing in my. Susan Sly your text to me last night was right on time.